Friday

convince myself


I've convinced everyone else that I don't like you and that I don't love you anymore.
Now all I need to do is convince myself.

really loves you

When someone really loves you, they don't have to say it.
You can always know it by the way they treat you.

too much Fanta

If you drink too much alcohol you are an alcoholic.
If you drink too much Fanta, does that make you Fantastic?

stay in your life

The people who want to stay in your life will always find a way.

a broken heart

They say it's a broken heart, but I hurt in my whole body.

a kiss is not nothing

No, a kiss is not nothing, People don’t just kiss because they’re upset, people kiss because they have feeling for each other. 

keeping us numb

The money, the drugs, the privileges.
They’re just keeping us numb, so we don’t know it’s better out there in the real world.

I'm not who you thought

Well I'm sorry I'm not who you thought I was, but what's happened is in the past, and all I can do is try to change.
If you can't accept that, then you're not who I thought you were.

what's more important

You have to decide what's more important to you: keeping your pride and getting nothing or taking a risk and maybe, maybe, having everything.

most dangerous enemies

But our most dangerous enemies are the ones we never knew we had.

holding on to the pain


We're holding on to the pain because it's all we have left.
We don't have to.
We have a choice.

Life is tough

Life is tough girl.
Get a helmet.

those escape-moments

I used to have those escape-moments, you know?
 Like when you're with someone or something and you just forget it all.
You forget all the heartache and you just don't feel that awful pain inside your chest for a second.
And just for a moment that smile wasn't fake.
 I used to have those moments once in a while.
Until the day you left. 

spare me more pain

So that's it?
You left me to spare me more pain?
You didn't even let us talk it over cause you knew if we'd talk you'd have changed your mind?
Oh please get over yourself!
This ain't one of those films.
You can't just tell me that leaving me was the hardest thing you've ever had to do.
You left with no explanation, remember?
You! Not me!
So don't come with your sweet smile and your lovely eyes a few years later when i ask for explanations.
I can't do this.
I was hurt and i know you're too sweet to tell me we were doomed from the start.
Please just go away.

getting over you process


If there’s anything I’ve learned in this whole getting over you process, it’s that you’re always going to mean something to me no matter what happens.
You’re always gonna be somewhere deep down inside me.
Even when I’m happily married to the man of my dreams, if I were to run into you on the street and those gorgeous eyes were to meet mine, my heart would skip a beat because I’ll never forget you and the way you made me feel.

never were quite real


I idealize you, i idealize us cause we never were quite real.
We were just an idea hanging in the air.
The attraction was there, the conversations were great.
So please let's try this.
Let's just give it a try so that we don't have to wonder what could have been.
Cause that's what's killing me.
That's what making me think we were perfect for each other when really we didn't even have two days in the same city.
So please.
Can we?
Just for a day.
Pretend we were three years back?

if you were here


It’s still there, you know?
I can be totally happy and still have that part of my mind wondering how much better it would be if you were here.
I don't think that's ever really going to change