Saturday

mistakes

It's funny how you can do nice things for people all the time and they never notice. But once you make a mistake, it's never forgotten

forgive but don't forget

Be careful with your words. 
Once they’re said, they can only be forgiven not forgotten.

history repeats

History repeats itself.
Liars will be liars, cheaters will be cheaters, and the person who has always been there for you, will always be.
the question is who will you be?

woman and a little girl

I like when a guy makes me feel like a woman and a little girl at the same time.
then i know he's the one

i miss us

I miss us.
And I don't mean us being together, I mean like I miss us being so close and telling each other everything.

i miss how we could tell eacht other things tht happend.
i miss our chemistry
the way people used to look at us

easier to pretend

Sometimes, it's easier to pretend you don't care than to admit that it's killing you
sometimes, you just have to think about yourself, what can help you in this moment

giving up

Sometimes when you give up on someone, it’s not because you don’t care anymore but because you realize they don’t.

what you're worth

You know what your problem is? 
You have no idea what you're worth.
I'm serious, you don't know how beautiful you are.
I mean, when I look at you, I shiver.
And you can't even see it.

he loves you

He loves you, i love him.
I wanted us to be a happy family you know.
I really wanted him but he wants you.

brain and heart

You know, brain and heart are completly different organs and rarely hardly communicate with each other.

truth or lies

In life facing the truth may be painful, but living in lies is worse.

deserve you

The one guy that deserves you, is the one that thinks he doesn't.

we couldn't

Let's go and do the things that everyone told us we couldn't do.

more upset than happy

If someone makes you more upset than happy, then they aren't worth your time. 

thank you

Thank you for making me laugh when I almost forgot how to.

worth fighting for

Sometimes you have to make that decision about what is worth fighting for and what isn't worth fixing.


crazy relationship

I'd rather be in a relationship that's crazy, unpredictable and not exactly perfect because that way we'll never get bored.

Tuesday

no different

I have to believe in a world outside my own mind.
I have to believe that my actions still have meaning, even if I can't remember them.
I have to believe that when my eyes are closed, the world's still there.
Do I believe the world's still there?
Is it still out there?...
Yeah.
We all need mirrors to remind ourselves who we are.
I'm no different.

Saturday

wipe those tears

Shut up, wipe those tears from your eyes, print out a picture of him, and throw darts at it until there's a hole in your fucking bedroom wall.
Look in the mirror and scream until you can’t breathe, blast your favorite song and laugh.I want you to find yourself again.Because the girl I knew six months ago before she met that asshole who changed her temporarily used to not give a shit about what people say.He destroyed you, and nobody messes with my friends, give me his number; his life is about to be hell.

You gradually get over the pain

You gradually get over the pain.
It doesn’t go away, not for a long time, but it becomes easier to live with.
One morning you wake up and she’s not the first thing on your mind.
And then a few months down the line you realize you’ve made it through half the day without think of her.
Sometimes it takes month, sometimes years, but eventually you reach a point when you only think about her occasionally.
You manage to do this because you don’t see her, you don’t hear about her, you try not to think about her. 
And then you bump into her walking down the street, or someone unexpected mentions their name…and the memories come flooding back.
But memories also become less painful in time, and I can talk about her now without really feeling anything.

Wednesday

he's all yours

i don't give a fuck anymore, he's all yours

prevent your heart

The best way to prevent your heart from getting broken is to act like you don't have one.

he walked out

He's the one that walked out of my life, not the other way around.
If he wants back in, he needs to show me that he won't walk out again.

they're not better, just different.

Sometimes someone comes along and makes you forget someone else.
Remember, they're not better, they're just different.

thousand things you have to say

So go ahead, you say those thousand things you think you have to say.
Look at me and tell me love's not such a hard word anyway.
Well how can you count on me, I thought you realize for sure.
And how can you just believe?
I thought I deserved just a little more.

And in ten years

And in ten years, when we pass each other on the street.
I'll turn my head and pretend I didn't see you.
But just remember that I am so proud of who you've become.

I just can't

This whole situation pisses me off.
As much as I want to love you the way that you love me, I just can't.
It's because I love someone else the way you love me, but he doesn't love me back.
And that hurts almost as much as the fact that I am hurting you.

he'll miss you

Don't worry, he'll miss you.
You're the best he could get, and he blew it.
Don't let him make you think for one second that this was your fault.
It's not.
He screwed up, and you did absolutely nothing wrong.
You gave him your heart, and you trusted him to keep it and protect it, but he couldn't.
And honestly, he's not mature
enough.
He's not smart enough.
If he was smart, he would have cared for you with every fiber of his being and been with you every spare second he could.
But he didn't, and now he's gone. But don't you cry.
Don't call him telling him you miss him.

way too young

You're way too young to believe that it's not going to be okay.

you ain't no good

I think I love him, but I also think that you can love people who aren't good for you

best friend

Every girl needs a best friend to help her laugh when she thinks she'll never smile again.

i moved on

I didn't change.
I'm still the girl who sits around and laughs at dumb things and walks with the biggest smile on her face.
You're just mad because frankly, I just got tired of the bullshit and don't give a damn anymore.
You're just mad because I'm not sitting at home on a Friday night wondering where you are, or who you're with.
Sweetie, you're just mad I moved on.

someone who brings you down

You can try your hardest, you can do everything and say everything, but sometimes people just aren't worth trying over anymore, they aren't worth worrying about, it's important to know when to let go of someone who only brings you down

every guy i like is an asshole

why is it that every guy i like is an asshole and i can’t seem to like the nice guys back?
 i have a line of decent guys that want to date me that would never dare break my heart, but i can’t like them no matter what. i have to fall for the assholes.
you don’t understand how frustrating it is.

you don’t miss me

I won’t fight to stay when all you want for me to do is leave. 
I’m not going to miss you when you don’t miss me.
I’m not going to care when you don’t at all. 
I’m not going to try anymore.
You’ve kept my hopes up for much too long. 
It’s time I start thinking about myself again and not you.
It’s time I be strong.
It’s time I let you go.
It's about time I be happy.
It’s about time I leave you alone.

more than sex

I like how sleeping next to someone means more than sex sometimes.
It's the body's way of saying 'I trust you to be by my side at my most vulnerable time.'
You have no defenses when you are asleep, you tell no lies.

two kinds of love

There are two kinds of love...in the safe kind you look for someone who's exactly like you.
It's what most folks settle for.
But then there's the other kind of love.
Everyone's born with a ragged edge, and some folks crave that piece that's a perfect fit.
You'll search for it forever, if you have to.
And if you're lucky enough to find it, it looks so right, you start to tear at your own seams, thinking, maybe I could look just as perfect.
But then, of course, when you try to get close to their other half, you don't fit anymore.
That kind of love... you come out of it a different person than you were when you started.

in his own messed up way

Even after every bad thing he'd done to me, every lie he'd ever told, every girl he'd ever kissed, I knew somewhere deep down inside he really did love me, in his own messed up way.
Because you can't keep coming back to the same person time after time if those feelings aren't there.

She’s always high

She’s always high in hills, spirit, pills and booze
A man who wants to make a relationship work will move mountains to keep the woman he loves.
 If he's not calling you to tell you he loves you and wants you back, it should only be
because he's showing up at your new residence to do it in person.
If he's not doing any of that, he may love you, he may miss you, but ultimately, he's just not that into you.
Stop taking his calls and let him know what it's like to live without you.

say things with her eyes

She learned to say things with her eyes that others waste time putting into words

a story behind every person

there's a story behind every person. 

there's a reason why they're the way they are.
they aren't just like that because they want to…something in the past created them,and sometimes it's impossible to fix

some elaborate apology

I don't need some elaborate apology.
I don't need you to play our song in front of all our friends, or just me.
I don't need you to wait outside my class with a dozen roses.
I just need you to tell me simply that you're fucking sorry, and that you need me as much as I need you.

forcing myself to like him

I feel like i'm forcing myself to like him, to hold on.
Like i'm not content  with just being on my own.
Because when i don't like someone there is nothing to look forward to.
Nothing to get me out of bed in the morning and look cute.
But then again there is no disappointment either.

Wishes do come true, right?

My friend once asked me if I do love you, I answered, “Yes."
He asked me again, "Does he love you?"
I sat down, looked at the stars, closed my eyes and said, “Wishes do come true, right?”

I lay there on your bed

As I lay there on your bed, with you next to me, my hair a mess, my shirt unbuttoned, I felt so alive.
So complete.
I wish I knew then what I knew now; that I was just another girl.
I tell myself that if I knew that I would have told you to save
Your sweet words and to go fuck yourself.
But in all honesty, I probably would have swallowed my tongue, and let you kiss me.

too into the moment

Sometimes we're too into the moment to look at the big picture. 
We fail to see things in perspective because we're too absorbed in what's taking place at that very instant.
The thing is we should face reality.
Find ourselves from being lost in
the moment and think about everything the way that it is.
Because sometimes being realistic can save us from pain and disappointment.

this subtle beauty

She's got this subtle beauty, where she knows what you're thinking, but she doesn't let you know she's got you figured out.

If I could forget everything

If I could forget everything, I can honestly say I would.
I can't imagine how peaceful it would be to be able to pass you on the street and have no idea who you are.

Saturday

be crazy

You’ve got the whole rest of your life to be old and boring. 
So while you are young make the best of it. 
be crazy, skip class, fuck who you want, drink when you want, smoke what you want, laugh at the dumbest things, go out in public blown out of your mind, bribe your friends with a pack of cigarettes, scream at the top of your lungs, use that fake id for something good.
make some of the best memories that you wont remember with the people you'll never forget.

still an asshole

Don't worry about me, my heart isn't broken anymore.
You should be worrying about yourself, because I can see you're still an asshole.

the person you used to be

It’s getting so hard to be around you.
Because every time I see you, I see a stranger.
You’ve changed, and I just miss the person you used to be.
The one that cared, the one that wouldn’t ever hurt me, not if they could help it.
 But now, now all you care about is yourself.
Maybe you never did care in the first place, I’m not sure.
All I know is the person I loved so much is no longer there. Nothing is left of you.
Everything’s changed, and I miss the person you used to be.

ready for forever

I wanted to tell him that I’ll never be sorry for loving him. 
In a way, I still do, and maybe I always will.
 I’ll never regret a single thing we did together because what we had was special.
Maybe if we were ten years older, it would have worked out differently.
 Maybe, I think, we just weren’t ready for forever.