Sunday

know someone completely

You can never really know someone completely.
That’s why it’s the most terrifying thing in the world, really—taking someone on faith, hoping they’ll take you on faith too.
It’s such a precarious balance, it’s a wonder we do it at all. And yet....

She believed in dreams

She believed in dreams, alright, but she also believed in doing something about them.
When Prince Charming didn’t come along, she went over to the palace and got him.

History can't be hidden

History can't be hidden.
Throw in any exes who've had a past together into a room, and you'll notice.
Friction can't be hidden.
Sometimes people are just meant to be.

love wasn't about sacrifice

But love wasn't about sacrifice, and it wasn't about falling short of someone's expectations.
By definition, love made you better than good enough; it redefined perfection to include your traits, instead of excluding them.

in a car with a beautiful boy

You're in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won't tell you that he loves you, but he loves you.
And you feel like you've done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store, or swallowed pills, or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you're tired.
You're in a car with a beautiful boy, and you're trying not to tell him that you love him, and you're trying to choke down the feeling, and you're trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you've discovered something you didn't even have a name for.

one real tragedy

There is only one real tragedy in a woman's life.
The fact that her past is always her lover, and her future invariably her husband.

Love was an idea

Love was an idea.
Nothing more or less.
If you lost the idea, if you somehow forgot it, the person you loved became a stranger.
She thought of all those movies about amnesiacs where they don't even know their own spouse.
Love lives in the memory. It can be forgotten....
But it can also be remembered. 

Kisses open doors

Kisses open doors, I've noticed.
That one gesture can unlock secrets, ease open feelings.
It can't be prevented--these kisses just are.
It's how they work.
They break into basements you never knew you had.

the world matters

People always say that, when you love someone, nothing in the world matters.
But that's not true, is it?
You know, and I know, that when you love someone, everything in the world matters a little bit more.

nothing sucks more

I don't think people are meant to be by themselves.
That's why if you actually find someone you care about, it's important to let go of the little things, even if you can't let go all the way.
Because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone, no matter how many people are around you.

addicted to saying things


I was addicted to saying things and having them matter to someone

group of drunken friends


In every group of drunken friends, there’s the one who turns into a major flirt,
The sloppy pissed drunk, the one who takes random walks to no where alone drunk,
The "i love you" drunk and the one who doesn’t even get drunk and has to mind everyone else.

Saturday

Sat on your sofa

Sat on your sofa, it's all broken springs
This isn't the place for, those violin strings
I try out a smile, and I aim it at you
You must have missed it
You always do

I am at your house

I am at your house
So I belong to you for now
Trying to impress you
But lord I don't know how
I can be a statue if you want me to
I'm not being difficult I just need to know the truth

there's no one around

We've only ever kissed lying down
We've only ever touched
When there's no one else around
I can be elusive if you want me to
I'm not being intrusive
I just wish I knew the truth

too complicated

 it's just too complicated you know
they see me as this girl they can talk to
who they go to with every problem
they don't understand I’m struggling
struggling just to breath
got my heart broken once
no one knows
he doesn't even know talking to him still brings a smile on my face
he doesn't know i look at his name
with a stupid smile on my face
he doesn't know what he does to me
to him it's over when for me it never really did
maybe it never will

It was real, wasn't it?

It was real, wasn't it?
You and me.
Such a long time ago we were just a couple of kids.
But we really loved each other, didn't we?

a way to be happy

Look, I'm going to find a way to be happy, and I'd really love to be happy with you.
But if I can't be happy with you, then I'll find a way to be happy without you.

don't name this

Just please don't name this, please don't explain this, just blame it all on me.
Say I was shameless, say I couldn't slow it down, let alone stop it.

How do you not care


I know that I am supposed to not care, but how?
How do you not care?

can't force a feeling

Because you can't make someone care when they don't.
You can't force a feeling; you can't make someone stay when all they want to do is leave.

don't wanna love you


I love you.
And I'm always gonna love you.
But I don't want to love you.
I wanna be happy.

put on a happy face

I'm sad, hurt, angry, mad, disappointed.
But you know what?
I'll put on a happy face and move on. 
It will hurt but i will survive

one little secret


Everyone has that one little secret,
that no one, not even your best friend, knows about you

only live once

I've learned a lot since I came down upon this world, one of those things is I have to enjoy my life, see the pleasure in every single little thing, instead of letting myself be torn apart by emotions or bad times, enjoy life, I only live once..

too pretty to be single


Someone said to me "you're too pretty to be single"
I said "no, I'm too pretty to be lied to, cheated on, and played with

Monday

everything else seems like a lie


Unfortunately, the truth makes everything else seem like a lie.

i fell deeply in love

the first time i looked in your eyes i fell deeply in love,
it's been a few years but you still have me and probably always will,
everytime i see you my heart aches like it never did before.

my biggest what if?


You will always be my biggest ' what if? '

better luck the second time

Truly I didn't mean to hurt you
I just thought that maybe now
We'd have better luck the second time around
It's always better the second time I hear

Saturday

people are shocked by honesty

It is discouraging how many people are shocked by honesty and how few by deceit

Thursday

you know you had fun

you know you had fun when you can't tell your parents what you did last night

the words start flowing

and there's where i seem to fuck up for a minute there I lose my senses 
And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing

the prettiest dresses

the prettiest dresses are worn to be taken off

Sunday

Don’t get your hopes up

Don’t get your hopes up,
Don’t make too much of stuff that don't really matter
Live your life and that's all
Enjoy this harder cause we'll all die eventually
We just don't know when and how so stop all that you’re doing
And just LIVE

Sweetheart, you can't bullshit me

Sweetheart, you can't bullshit me. 
See I've lied to myself enough to know when someone else is doing it.
So let's try this again, and how about the truth this time?

This is me letting go

This is me letting go, it goes to show I hope you know that I’m not mad.
Cause after all, everyone has to learn from their mistakes, and you were
just one of the many that I’ll make.
I built you up so high your head was in the clouds.
Too bad you didn’t look down.
And no matter how much
you claim I mean to you as a friend, or whatever I am to you,
sometimes you just fuck up and can’t go back.

when it’s easier to lie

Here’s to words that tell the truth, when it’s easier to lie

wearing the smile you gave me

ohh & by the way I'm wearing the smile you gave me

I finally let go

I finally let go, and guess what? 
The world didn’t fall apart.

you were kidding


When you told me you cared about me, you forgot to mention you were kidding

cry, laugh, and smile

When i think about you I wanna cry, laugh, and smile all at the same time. 
but i guess that's just what happens when a boy gives you mixed signals

wear my heart on my sleeve

why wear my heart on my sleeve, when it looks so good in your hand?

love, alcohol & friends

A girl only needs 3 things in her life, Love to make her weak, alcohol to make her strong, & friends to pick her up, when both make her hit the ground

understand me completely

In the years afterward, I flew whenever somebody began to understand me.
That has subsided, but one thing remained:
I don’t want anybody to understand me completely.
I want to go through life unknown.
The blindness of others is my safety and my freedom.

she would’ve learned

You would think by now she would’ve learned
that he’s simply now worth her time.
But there she goes again, trying to win his heart. 
She just can’t let go

was happier WITH you

I said i wasn't unhappy without you, i just was happier WITH you.

he could never compare to you

and since we're being honest,
i feel I should tell you, 
i've been fillng up the mepty space bewteen you and I.
between you and me, he could never compare to you 

Kissing burns 6.4 calories

Kissing burns 6.4 calories a minute.
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