there is a boy

there is a boy, and he makes me smile, no matter how bad i feel.

He knows just what to say to make my day.

He is the one that i hate to go a day without talking and more importantly he is that one boy who has my heart

it must have been right

Sometimes you meet that somebody and you know that whatever you did before, whatever your life was before, it must have been right, nothing could've been too bad or gone too far wrong because it led you to that person.

you only have this life

Always remember that you only have this life.

And no matter who you are, we're all equals as humans.

Wherever we are in life, we can't bring any of these with us when we leave from this world.

So why not take chances?

You have nothing to lose anyway.

What he can, you can.

But what he is, has nothing to do with who you are and want to be.

If he's more wealthy, silently laugh at him that he's going to lose more than you when both of you die, but don't be evil.

Is a dream a lie, when you know it won’t come true?

Three simple rules

Three simple rules: 

1. If you don't go after what you want, you'll never a have it.
2. If you don't ask, the answer will always be no.
3. If you don't step forward, you will always be in the same spot.

being ordinary

And while it takes courage to achieve greatness, it takes more courage to find fulfillment in being ordinary.

For the joys that last have little relationship to achievement, to standing one step higher on the victory platform.

What is the adventure in being ordinary?

It is daring to love just for the pleasure of giving it away.

It is venturing to give new life and to nurture it to maturity.

It is working hard for the pure joy of being tired at the end of the day.

 It is caring and sharing and giving and loving…

if they could live in my memories

Do you ever wonder whether people would like you more or less if they could see inside you?

I always wonder about that. 

If people could see me the way i see myself—if they could live in my memories—would anyone, anyone, love me?

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched.

They must be felt with the heart.

no time outs

Sometimes there are no time outs, no next times, no second chances, sometimes it's just now or never

I wish I had an easy answer

Sometimes I wish I had an easy answer for why I’m depressed like my father beat me, or I was sexually abused- but my problems are less dramatic than that.

Like my dad always asks the wrong questions.

So maybe this is a slight exaggeration, but I do have a problem with stress vomiting.

And my friends sometimes look at me like I’m from another planet, and I’m obsessed with this girl, who happens to be going out with my best friend.

So is there any one thing that made me wanna jump off a bridge?

our precious moments

We waste our precious moments and energy by hating, envying, judging, comparing, gossiping, criticizing, cursing, etc.

We have no idea what their journey is all about. Forgive and love.

I like to cuddle

I like to cuddle.

Your arms around me, our bodies touching.

I like the warmth I get from being next to you.

The occasional kisses on the forehead, the smiles we get when we look at each other, hearing your breath when it gets queit.

How I can hear your heartbeat when my head is on your chest.

I feel safe, comfortable, and I smile like an idiot

Old friends pass away

Old friends pass away, new friends appear.

It is just like the days. An old day passes, a new day arrives.

The important thing is to make it meaningful: a meaningful friend or a meaningful day

he thinks way too much

He looks like he thinks way too much.

Always stressing out about nothing, always worrying about something.

Always trying to oversee the consequences of his actions, always thinking before doing and never the other way around.

I recognize myself in him.

I worry about so many things that I can’t possible live long enough from them all to actually happen to me. I know he does too.

Maybe we should learn to go with the flow, deal with one thing at a time, let go and just breathe. Let’s just live, stranger.

depression becomes normal

Cause depression becomes normal when you seriously think about life.

Life is no disneyland, more than a happy face, life is about a real face.

Never trust those who say they are always happy and optimistic, they normally think all is about the image you show others.

pure and virginal

Bad music is pure and virginal, forever bridesmaid to good music.

Bad music makes good music look good.

It is selfless and sacrificial.

As such, bad music is a companion of the highest order.

It will always be there for you, forever and a day.

We can always laugh with bad music, and unlike many friends, we can even laugh at it.

It is not proud, it is not easily angered.

Bad music is unfailing in its faithfulness.

As we have been told, time after time, it will be there with you, until the end of the world.

It will not think you are too fat or stupid. It will not think your breasts or penis are too small.

Bad music is patient, bad music is kind. It keeps no records of wrongs

do your own thing

You just have to do your own thing, no matter what anyone says. It’s your life.

Sometimes people come into your life not to end up being with you forever, but just to teach you a few things about life.

You have to accept that, that not everyone is meant to be.

Just live on, and you'll gradually see the reason why fate chose your path to be this way- There's someone out there better just for you- Believe in that.

this one guy

I'm waiting for this one guy who would text me even though I get sick of his text, who would surprise me with things and gestures, who says cool phrases in conversations that are stuck in my head, who would sing, dance or play an instrument someday just for me.

A guy who could read between the lines even if there was nothing there to decipher, a guy who would hold me tight.

Someone who would hold me in his arms wherever we are even if I ask him not to.

Cause I always repel, I always try to leave.

Cause I'm scared to fall for someone, who was never actually serious. So please, this one guy, convince me.

I can’t sleep

I can’t sleep; everything I ever knew is a lie without you. I can’t breathe when my heart is broke in two, there’s no beat without you. You are not gone, but you are not here. At least that’s the way it seems.I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day.

both joy and pain

Loving is a feeling that brings both joy and pain to my heart.

Joy from being with you, being filled with an emotion so deep and tender that no other feeling can compare.

 Pain from knowing that I'm so in love, that I'm more vulnerable than I've ever

People are funny

People are funny: They spend money they don't have, to buy things they don't need, to impress people they don't like.

When you're alone

When you're the last one to leave the party, and you feel a feeling that feels like you'll never forget, hold on. When the world turns against you, and it's nothing but liars and thieves, hold on.

When the sky beats you down and there are no arms to lift you up, hold on.

When the phone doesn't ring and letters aren't written, hold on.

When you're alone in the crowd, hold on.

Do not take advantage

You need to know this about love, and to accept it.

You need to treat what it brings you with kindness.

If you find yourself in love with a person who does not love you, be gentle with yourself- There is nothing wrong with you - Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart; If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love him or her, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return.

Do not take advantage, do not cause pain.

How you deal with love is how love will deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are very different.

learn to let go

I believe that everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go,
things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right,
you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,
and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together

moments when you get high

It's those moments when you drive around in a car full of friends around a town too small for you.

Where you gasp for breathe between each laugh.

It’s about those moments where you get high off just breathing in so deep, you feel your lungs getting cold.

For a second, that split second, you dont care.

You dont care about school, about parents, about money, about rules, or broken hearts.

Who you care about are the kids sitting next to you.

cause it’s all we really need, isnt it?

Those kids next to you, yeah.

The ones who make you feel invincible, even at your weakest points.

a happy life

Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.

It is far better to take things as they come along with patience and equanimity.

The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.

real test of friendship

The real test of friendship is: Can you literally do nothing with the other person?

Can you enjoy those moments of life that are utterly simple?

things that money can't buy

It's good to have money and the things that money can buy, but it's good, too, to check up once in a while and make sure that you haven't lost the things that money can't buy

a temporary madness

Love is a temporary madness.

It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides.

And when it subsides you have to make a decision.

You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part.

Because this is what love is.

a sealed cardboard box

My life is like a sealed cardboard box, it looks complete from the outside as many people just assume that it is filled with items.

What’s actually inside is nothing-My life looks complete but it definitely isn’t- the box is empty.

Only those who bother to lift it up will know, and from there they try to open it, and fill it up

 The problem is, who will lift it up? And who will actually bother and take time to fill it?

lay down next to them

The best part of having a relationship is getting to call the person or lay down next to them and tell them all the crazy things that happened to you all day long.

And in the end that’s what it’s about, kids.

It’s not about the sex, it’s not about the money that they give you or whatever.

It’s not about how good-looking they are, it’s about, can they listen to you talk for hours and hours and hours about stupid shit that doesn’t matter.

And if they can, then you’re meant to be together forever.

Even if that means you have to call them 100 times, that’s okay.

Time is too slow

Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity.

One of my favourite parts: sitting with you, elbow against elbow, skin against skin, just listening to you breathe, and realising that in those very few moments, I am whole again.

Dream

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do.

So throw off the bowlines.

Sail away from the safe harbor, the trade winds in your sails.

Explore.

Dream.

Discover

give up

At all times, just remember: If want to give up, give up your seat.

If you want to let go, let go of your troubles.

if you want to stop, stop worrying and start living.

If you want to scream, scream your heart out and relax.

If you want to run away, run like the wind and feel it rushing against your cheeks.

If you want to jump, jump up high and reach the top.

If you want to escape, escape to wonderland and believe.

Life is short: Live, love, laugh always and never stop

you just fall

You don't get to choose, you just fall ...

And you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time.

And you know that you love them so much except sometimes they just drive you completely insane and no one can explain it and the reason it’s so confusing is because it’s love.

But if love didn't have any challenges, what would be the point?

You can't stop loving or wanting to love because when its right, it's the best thing in the world.

When you're in a relationship and it's good, even if nothing else in your life is right, you feel like your whole world is complete.

Love isn't always perfect

Love isn't always perfect.

It isn't a faitytale or a storybook.

And it doesn't always come easy.

Love is overcoming obstacles, fighting to be togheter, holding on and never letting go.

It's a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define.

And impossible to live without.

Love is work, but most of all, every second is worth it.

second option

I'm not a second option. You either choose me or you fucking lose me

you're a good man

And I know that you're a good man
Yeah I know that you are gold
Got a real bad tendency though
To turn good shit into mould

Life is too short

Life is too short, so live it up, drink it down, party hard, smoke a lot, break the rules, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh loudly, have fun, make memories, and never forget or regret something that once made you smile

Take chances

Take chances. Tell the truth.

Date someone totally wrong for you.

Say no.

Spend all your cash!

Fall in love.

Get to know someone random.

Be random. Say I love you.

Sing out loud.

Laugh at a stupid joke.

Cry.

Get revenge.

Apologize.

Tell someone how much they mean to you.

Tell the asshole what you feel.

Let someone know what they're missing.

Laugh til your stomach hurts.

LIVE LIFE!

this idea that teenage girls

Everyone has this idea that teenage girls are so hard to understand.

Well, lets break it down.

We live on profound lyrics, thought-provoking late night conversations, lame inside jokes with the friends we know we’ll always have, music, and boys that take the time to become involved with the three things I just mentioned.

get to know someone

When you get to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to disappear.
You begin to dwell in their energy, recognize the scent of their skin.
You see only the essence of the person, not the shell.
That's why you can't fall in love with beauty or looks.
You can lust after it, be infatuated by it, want to own it.
You can love it with you eyes and body, but not with your heart.
That's why when you really connect with a person, any physical imperfections disappear, become irrelevant

out of control

Often, too often, things that start out as just a normal part of your life at some point cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, out of control.

It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away.