the "spark" is gone

You can't just give up when the "spark" is gone.

That's what's so different between you and all the other guys I've liked.

Sure, you're different... but not in a good way.

You're just a typical boy, unintentionally dragging along a girl because you're not sure what you want. 
Honestly, all these mixed signals - what do you want?

Either you want me or you don't. 
But I'm not going to stick around, waiting for a response.

Because your opinion won't matter.

I'm different from all the other girls, you'll realize that.

when you're about to cry

I hate that feeling when you're about to cry & someone asks you if there's anything wrong, or to cheer up.
And you try to smile but you just physically can't do it & eventually the effort of trying to smile for this one person has the tears spilling over.
It makes me feel so defeated by life when I can't find the strength to smile in those moments.

Sleeping is nice

Sleeping is nice.
You forget everything bad that happened.
Just for a while.

before catching her eye

He laughed before catching her eye.
She looked down at the sand, then up the beach, then finally toward him.
She shook her head, unable to suppress a smile, as if marveling at what was happening between them and enjoying every moment.

makes your bad days better

I wanna be the girl who makes your bad days better.
That one that makes you say “man, my life has changed since I met her.
I think I want you to be that girl
And I want to be the one that makes your bad days better and makes you say the same thing

fuck the world

Everyone's cross to bears the crown they wear on endless holiday.

Everyone raises kids in a world that changes life to a bitter game.

Everyone works and fights, stays up all night to celebrate the day.

And everyone lives to tell the tale of how we die alone some day.

standing next to her

One second he was standing next to her and in the next he had a hand on her hip and he was pulling her close.

Leaning in, he kissed her.

His lips were soft, and he was suorisingly gentle.

Maybe it was simply that he'd caught her by suprise, but even so, she found herself kissing him back. The kiss didn't last long, and it wasn't the kind of earthshaking, soul destroying kiss common in movies these days; but even so, she was glad it happened, and for whatever reason, she realized it was exactly what she'd wanted him to do.

our life with a better name

Everyone wants to call it all around our life with a better name.
Everyone falls and spins and gets up again with a friend who does the same.
Everyone lies and cheats their wants and needs and still believes their heart. 
And everyone gets the chills, the kind that kills when the pain begins to start.

I'm doing just fine

If you'd ask me how I'm doing I would say: "I'm doing just fine", I would lie and say that you're not on my mind.

But I go out and sit down at a table set for two and finally I'm forced to face the truth.

have a nice life

First day of school,  i was all excited for the new beginning,  then as i walked through the doors  & noticed you pass me by, with every intention of not looking my way,  well. . .you ruined my day kid.

in other people's eyes

I constantly wonder how my life looks in other people's eyes.
Do they think I have it easy?
Do they think I have nothing going on for myself?
The thing is that no one will ever know my whole story.
No one will ever know the things I’ve had to overcome.
The thing is that people are so quick to judge now a days.
You only see a person from what they want and allow you to see.
I always try to look as put together as i can.
Everyone will assume that everything in my life is okay, that I never go through anything.
No one will ever know me and sometimes that scares me, because no one will ever know why I am the way I am.

that's cause he likes you

"if he is that mean to you, if he pushes you that's cause he likes you"
That's what our mothers tell us when a boy is mean to us when we're little.
That's the beginng of all troubles.
We are meant to accepted that when a guy acts like a jerk that's because he like us.
We give them excuses.
Our friends tell us, he wasn't good enough, he lost our number or some other crappy things.
When the truth is, he's just not that into you.

in her laughter there was something

But even in her laughter there was something missing.

She never seemed to be truly happy; she just seemed to be passing time while she waited for something else. She was tired of just existing; she wanted to live.

keep up with me

I need someone who can keep up with me.

I want someone aggressive, who pushes me to my breaking point where I just wanna scream.

Someone who will tell me i'm not always right, and that sometimes I have to apologize for what I did wrong.

I need someone who's gonna set me straight, because no one has ever cared about me enough to try.

So what’s your addiction?

So what’s your addiction?

The pain, the emptiness, the high?

Maybe we all want to feel alive.

You can fake a smile for everyone else, but you’ll never hide the truth from yourself.

She glances in the mirror

She glances in the mirror and throws her hair up, ripped jeans, and an old hoodie.

They're all she needs.

She runs out the door five minutes before class starts, and arrives just as the bell rings, cheeks flushed.

She doesn't try hard at school.

And she plays sports simply because she likes to run.

Her rooms a mess, and her cell phone's always dead, but she just smiles.

She knows the world is hers.

She has her enemies, she's made her mistakes, and she knows it.

But she doesn’t care.

She's happy with who she is and who she has, cause that's all she needs.

Trust is a fragile thing

Trust is a fragile thing.

once earned, it affords us tremendous freedom.

But once trust is lost, it can be impossible to recover.

Of course the truth is, we never know who we can trust.

Those we're closest to can betray us, and total strangers can come to our rescue.

In the end, most people decide to trust only themselves.

It really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned. 

Never expect, never assume

Never expect, never assume, never ask and never demand.

Just let it be.

Because if it's meant to be, it will happen just the way you want things to be. 

We push ourselves

We push ourselves because we have to, not because we like it.

The relentless climb, the pain and anguish of taking it to the next level; nobody takes pictures of that. Nobody wants to remember.

We just want to remember the view from the top, the breathtaking moment at the edge of the world. That’s what keeps us climbing, and it’s worth the pain.

That’s the crazy part,it’s worth anything

It's not supposed to be perfect

It's not supposed to be perfect, and no one is supposed to understand it.

It's meant to be chaotic, and it's meant to make you cringe.

If you haven't cried in a while, or felt like shit in even longer, then you're most likely doing something wrong.

This isn't here for constant perfection, or some cliché happy ending.

It's here to be real, and to keep your heart beating, and to keep you wanting more.

There is supposed to be a bright light of hope in your heart, and a black hole of the unknown in your mind.

None of this makes sense, but it's all worth it.

That's life

you pop into my dreams

Every couple of nights or so you pop into my dreams and I just can't get rid of you like you got rid of me. 

We said our goodbye

We said our goodbye and swore we'd stay in touch,then we went our separate ways, knowing that no one really does

something negative to say

Whatever you do, good or bad, people will always have something negative to say. 

There are things in life that we question a lot,but we do not realize that sometimes answers come when we stop asking. 

tell us who we are

We can spend our lives letting the world tell us who we are. 

Sane or insane.

Saints or sex addicts.

Heroes or victims.

Letting history tell us how good or bad we are.

Letting our past decide our future.

Or we can decide for ourselves.

And maybe it’s our job to invent something better

make a fool of yourself

When in doubt, make a fool of yourself.

There is a microscopically thin line between being brilliantly creative and acting like the most gigantic idiot on earth.

So what the hell, leap. 

anybody else is hurting

The funny thing is, nobody really ever knows how much anybody else is hurting.

We could be standing next to somebody, who is completely broken, and we wouldn't even know. 

in 20 years

In 20 years. you will be more disappointed by what you didn't do than by what you did

I won't lose sleep over you

I won't lose sleep over you.

I will not cry over you, 
I won't save no shit from you, but instead here's 
what I'll do:

I`ll date every guy I see & make sure 
that you see me & you'll regret that you're no 
longer the one standing next to me.

I won't hate 
on what you do when you find somebody new & 
realize you are a fool, but instead here's what I'll do; 
shake my head with such disgrace & throw my 
success in your face.

To be back with me is
what you wish.

I'll make you hate yourself for this

living life to the fullest

You want to know what living life to the fullest actually is?

It's waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints.

It's knowing you always deserve to laugh.

It's doing what feels right no matter what.

It's doing what you want to, no matter how stupid you look.

It's about being yourself, because no one can tell you you're doing it wrong.

remember what if felt like

When you're at the top, remember what if felt like at the bottom.
When you're at the bottom, remember what it felt like at the top.
Good doesn't last forever.

Neither does bad.

how to trust myself

He taught me how to trust myself.

He taught me to love every flaw.

He doesn’t see what i see but I’m starting to believe that what he saw in me is so much better.

For that, and for so many other things, i love him. 

Sex is never innocent

Sex is never innocent. It’s intense, its passionate, and sometimes it can be life altering; but it is never innocent.

a lot to have taken in over the years

There's a lot to have taken in over the years.

All the smiles, the laughs, the tears, and the frowns.

They've made us who we are today.

The struggles only made us stronger, and the despairs made us wiser.

If there's one thing we should keep with us, it's that life has it's purpose, and nothing was put on this planet to bring you down.

When your family calls

When your family calls, you make nice to them all, and assure them you're fine and you're great.

Then you cry in the bath, cry so hard that you laugh.

Then you watch television til late.

Who do you need?

Nobody.

I felt I had known him all my life

As soon as he spoke to me I felt I had known him all my life, and it frightened me.  

This was the person I was meant to love- from that moment to this, I have never been the same.

you have three choices

When something bad happens, you have three choices. 

You can either let it define you, destroy you, or you can let it strengthen you.

everybody is going to hurt you

Bob Marley once said: "Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for."

I just don't know if I wanna do it anymore, get close to somebody so they can leave again.

the last person you think of

It all comes down to the last person you think of at night.

Every man needs a woman

Every man needs a woman when his life is a mess, 'cause the queen protects the king, like in a game of chess.

But no man will every admit that and that's not only cause their ego is too big.

They can't make us think they're too weak or that they need us more than we need them.

That's life.

We deal with it so they can continue to think they're the best.

So what we get drunk

So what we get drunk
So what we smoke weed
We’re just having fun
We don’t care who sees
So what we go out
That’s how its supposed to be
Living young and wild and free

That party was awfully crazy

That party last night was awfully crazy I wish we taped it
I danced my ass off and had this one girl completely naked
Drink my beer and smoke my weed but my good friends is all I need
Pass out at 3, wake up at 10, go out to eat then do it again
Man, I love college

the what-ifs

When it comes to relationships, people are always so scared of the what-ifs that they forget what is.

They spend so much time thinking, “what if i get hurt?”

“what if it doesn’t work out?” that they stop thinking about things that are already real.

They forget the feelings they get when the person they love walks into the room & the excitement that rushes through them when the phone rings cause it might be the person they are waiting to hear from.

Never let the fear of what if stop you from letting yourself take a chance on love,

because what if this is the person your destined to spend the rest of your life with?

flirtationship

our relationship scares me

we'll be piled on the couch

Sometimes we'll be piled on the couch wearing sweats, eating the kind of ice cream we like, watching our favorite TV show and talking in the shorthand way we talk that nobody understands.
And I’ll realize that this every day, simple, no big deal moment, is my happiness.
You're a friends for a lifetime :)

My Dearest Allie

My Dearest Allie,
I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us.
I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real.
And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love.
The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me.
That's what I hope to give to you forever.
I love you. I'll be seeing you.
-Noah

fall in love three times

Before you can grow up, you must fall in love three times.
Once, you must fall in love with your bestfriend, ruining your friendship forever.
This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more.
Once you must fall in love with someone you believe is perfect.
You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as anything less than you deserve.
And once, you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you.
This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be.
And when you’re through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that needed you the most.
But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.

the kind of girl who enjoys the chase

I am the kind of girl who enjoys the chase.
I get a thrill when it comes to winning someone over and making them fall in love with me.
Then when rough times in a relationship emerge, I run off kicking and screaming.
I analyzed my actions once.
I came to the conclusion that I'm afraid of getting too close to someone because I'm scared to get hurt.
When a boy takes one step forward, I take three steps back.
I've done this my whole life.
It is my greatest downfall, the reason I have lost so many loves.

fairytales set for disappointment

The problem with fairytales is that they set a girl up for disappointment.
In real life the princes goes off with the wrong princess, or the spell wears off and two lovers realize that they're better of as... 
As well as whatever they are.

New Year’s Resolutions

I don't believe in New Year’s Resolutions.

They're an excuse to take the bad parts of your life and flaunt them with the promise that you'll change them; they're an excuse to realize you messed up and are going to change without being ashamed. 

But there is no shame in wanting to change, no matter what day it is. We are constantly changing, whether we know it or not. Take a year and live it one day at a time; you'd be surprised how much can change on its own when you're not making dreamy long-term goals.